I know I was bad. An old friend of mine, non-DD, called and asked me to meet her for lunch at a bar and grill. I didn’t call him for permission because I knew he’d say no.

I put on a skirt and went to meet her. And he drove by and saw my car.  I didn’t think it was him because he didn’t come inside for half an hour.  He was fuming. I stood up to explain.  He told me not to say a word, just take off my skirt.  Then he sat down and put me on his lap to feed me.  But it wasn’t sweet like at home.  And my friend had her mouth open.

Sean said,”You dressed without permission.  You left the house without permission and you know it upsets me not to know where you are.  You are at a place I would never allow you to go without me with a non-DD girlfriend.  Am I not a good husband and a loving, fair master?  Do I deserve to be disobeyed and disrespected like this.”

I said “No, Sur,” and started to cry but he was unmoved.  He told me my punishment was going to be severe and lengthy.  He made me walk in front of him out of the restaurant and hold my head up so I could see everyone looking at me.  In the parking lot, I asked him if I could go to the bathroom.  He said that he’d gone home to get the paddle and diapers and he would change me in the car after my spanking.  I had to grab my ankles while he undid my onesie. And my bottom hurts so bad I’m glad I’m in diapers for a week.

As soon as he put my diaper on me, I needed another one.  He said, “You’re not even ready for big girl panties and you think you can dress yourself and go out without permission to a place with a woman when I don’t approve of either.  Don’t say another word unless it’s ‘Yes, Sir,’ I mean it, Caroline.  I do not ever recall being this angry with you.”

After we got home, he told me to call all my friends. He said, “Say ‘MY HUSBAND has put me on restriction indefinitely and not to call you until you called them. They were all DD so they wanted to know what I did.” Then he told me to go wait in the bathroom until he calmed down.  After he undressed me, I got on my knees and begged his forgiveness.  He was unmoved.  He said, “I don’t want to hear it, Caroline.  Since you’re already on your knees, crawl to the tub and climb in.” The water was too hot.  And he wasn’t rough, but he wasn’t gentle either. I’ve been sent to bed four hours early.  This post is all I’m allowed to do besides think about what I did.

He said, “You are in diapers and nothing else for a week except poker night when you can wear your apron. You will not speak to or even look at a man.  You will stand in the corner after serving the snacks.  You will say, ‘Master, I need a fresh diaper’.  You will spend every second you’re not busy in you’re playpen because clearly I can’t let you out of my sight. I suggest you be extremely submissive because I am very close to hiring a baby sitter for the week. And this time she will change and spank you.”

I HATE babysitters.

I don’t know what got into me.  I get punished for mistakes like sloppy housework or forgetting to look at him for approval before speaking to a man. But I never just flat out disobey my husband.  And it’s not just that he’s angry. He’s hurt.  He knows I know how important those rules are to him.  I know how jealous he is.  It’s my job to see he’s not tormented by it. And I can’t even love on him and tell him I’m sorry because he’s too angry.  It’s awful and lonely and I not only feel like a terrible wife, but I’m also terrified of making a mistake and getting a babysitter.

So, Ladies, if you have a wonderful but strict and jealous husband like mine, don’t disobey him.

It’s so not worth it.

Sean said, “Sneaking out, breaking the dress code and associating with someone you are forbidden to see are the actions of a child.  You have lost your privileges any and all adult privileges.  Diapers keep you home because I know how I tape them and will know if you’ve removed them.  You are in your play pen because you betrayed my trust and I have to keep my eye on you at all times.” I’ve said it before but my husband is a punishment genius!

Submitted by: Caroline